are you serious???

Its so funny to me how a man will sit there and talk bout everything he wants in a woman,yet when its staring him in the face he never knows what to do with it or even how to treat it.I hate how dudes think that they can expect so much from a woman yet they do not posses any of the qualities that they are looking for...they expect loyalty and all that yet they dont know how to be faithful or honest.From now on I chose to be loyal to my family faithful to my dreams and be dependable for none other than the people that choose to be so for me.

enuff of that

Now enough with all that bologna...I am pretty blessed right now,I just got not 1 but 2 jobs,I'll b gettin my own apt with one of my bestest friends,and should be getting my license back next week sometime,I haven't talked to a certain someone in over 2 weeks,and I found someone who makes me smile.It seems although I went through all that depression and drama last year things are finally beginning to look up,and I have realized that it's true that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.I never thought the day would come when things started to get better at the time I felt like all would remain gloomy,life isn't perfect its far from it,but its a journey and I don't want to ever forget to smile and laugh along the way again.I learned that I choose my own happiness and success. Not only that I choose what life I will live and from now on I won't allow another person to control my mood. I have always known what I wanted, it was just a matter of how I was going to get there,now that I know what path I am goin to take NO ONE will get in my way,no will i let someone take my dreams away from me. When you've hit rock bottom,the only place left for you to go is...UP!!!!!!

crazy huh?

I just needed to vent a lil so i came here...lol!I think its crazy how sum1 can tell u they love u and how much u matter to them and that u are everything they want in sumone they wanna spend forever with and then at the end they cant evn be a friend...its so sad how u can give sum1 everything and do everything right yet it all still can get you to the same place as sumone who was messing up the whole time.i guess at the end of the day the only difference between me and the fuk up is that i cant ever blame myself for what happened...i gave it my all and lived up to my word and thats all i can do.