I shoulda but I didn't

I should have never givin you my heart.
We should have never fallen apart.
I should have said,"I Love You".
We should have never become 1, we should have stayed 2.
I should have never cryed.
We should have never tryed.
I should have never kissed your lips with mine.
We should have never wasted our time.
But I did give you my heart,
And now we have fallen apart.
I did say, "i Love You",
And now we no longer are 1 but a seperate 2.
I did cry,
And now we don't even try.
I did kiss your lips with mine,
And now we've wasted our time.
My heart could never heal,
But I WILL get over it cause you're no big deal!
My tears could drown my happiness and joy,
But I WILL realize I need a man and you are simply a boy!
My pain and depression could overtake my soul,
But I WILL keep a smile and soon once again be whole!
My fear could prevent me from ever loving again,
And thanks to you from now on all anyone could be is JUST A FRIEND!