Miss...Love...Hate...Thought

I MISS your smile,
I MISS your laugh
I MISS hearin your voice,
I MISS holdin your hand
I MISS the butterflies you gave me,
I MISS the feelings i used to get

I LOVE your dorky side,
I LOVE your goofy lil walk
I LOVE the little freckle on your bottom lip,
I LOVE talkin to you even if it's just for 5 mins.
I LOVE when you call back more than once,
I LOVE thinking that sometimes you really do care

I HATE how you got me like this,
I HATE that I care
I HATE how you make me weak,
I HATE that you can make me cry
I HATE that I can't move on,
I HATE that I can't say good-bye

I THOUGHT I'd get over it,
I THOUGHT I couldn't cry
I THOUGHT you'd come back,
I THOUGHT it'd happen like it did before
I THOUGHT I might still have a chance,
I THOUGHT you could still care

I MISSed the chance to say
I LOVE you
I HATE that I didn't tell you
I THOUGHT I could handle it...I must have
MISSed the memo saying you didn't care...I had it in my mind that you
LOVEd me too and
I HATE to admit...
I THOUGHT wrong!!!!