There comes a time...

There comes a time in your life when you begin to feel like nothing is going your way. You have nothing in your favor and every time you start to pick yourself back up some douche bag comes along kicks dirt in your face steps on your toes and pushes you back down. It starts to get to the point where you feel as though there is no use in getting up anymore, why not just stay down?People can tell you how much all this struggle will make you better and stronger in the end, yet you still feel alone like NO ONE could EVER be feeling the same as you are at that moment your moment of rock bottom. Looking in all the wrong places for some kind of answer a solution to all your trouble or even just a person who can take all the hurt and pain away. Yet at the end of your day you still have the void of un-fulfillment and the depressing presence of loneliness. I am at that point.I guess all that is left to do is to hold on to the good in life,smile along the way to help get through the day,and remember that everything happens for a reason even though the reasons are unclear at the moment,one day I'll grow to understand that loud resounding question WHY?...Pray everyday for better and remember that God's plan doesn't always match my own desires and all will fall into place as it should at exactly the right time.